I spent the day at the Docs office getting blood drawn, chest X-Ray and an EKG. All went well until the last part, the chest X-Ray and the technician asked me if I had any other chest X-Rays taken for comparison. That threw me off, I asked what they would compare them to and she said to see if there was any growths. I didnt ask her anymore because technicians aren't really supposed to tell patients anything. I asked my own nurse later if there was a reason for the tech to ask me and the nurse said it was a general question asked to all patients.
I have had X-Rays done in that clinic before, and I have never been asked about previous X-Rays. Ah well, I have enough to worry about without having to pile more unto it.
So as the time is getting closer I am getting more and more nervous. Today I actually googled
"last will and testament". I have never been afraid of getting a surgery, like when I got my toe surgery I was brave as can be, but I don't know what it is this time. Maybe it's because I have 2 kids now and one of them is barely 1 years old, so I am fretting. I ended up not making any kind of will, but I told anyone who would listen my wishes.
One of my biggest fears is ending up like a vegetable and being left on life support. I guess I should have thought of this stuff before, ah well times up. Hopefully every thing will go smoothly and I will live a long and skinny life :)
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