Day 9

So it's day 9 and I am doing good.  I had some pretty bad cravings last night around 8pm but after a chocolate optipuke shake I was okay.

Sleeping a lot helps.  I try to nap during the day when my son is asleep and when my daughter is at school and then I go to bed early every night (11pm - it's early for me) so I can avoid those midnight craving for Jack in the Box, especially those yummy yummy bacon and cheddar potato wedges *drool*

Today I actually sat and watched my family eat pizza, and even cut up a slice and fed my son and I didn't cheat.  I am getting better.  I am not hungry anymore, not at all, but I do crave snacks.  I miss sunflower seeds and flaming hot Cheetos.  I hate Taco Bell and I usually wouldn't be tempted but the other day I was watching TV and Taco Bell has a new burrito with Cheetos in it!!  I was like "Great I go on a diet and they come up with something I might actually like!!"  I am telling you it's a conspiracy.

I also find it's easier to watch recorded tv and skip over the food ads, because the burgers are my weak point, Jack in the Box...yum.

LOL all I am talking about is food and I claim not to be hungry, oh well at least that weird empty feeling in my tummy is gone and it's not grumbling as much anymore.

So only 6 days to go, and I think I can actually make it.

Something weird, I weighted myself this morning and I was 230.4lbs and now I am 231.8, seems just smelling food makes me gain weight :p  I know I am not supposed to be keeping track this much but it's fun to see how much my weight is fluctuating.